The Hardest Heartbreak

It’s hard to forget all that we’ve been through

Even when I’m presented with something new

At the end of the day I’m still thinking of you

I’m noticing love and pain feel the same

And neither is something I can tame

It takes all my strength not to call

I try to remind myself I deserve better

And that your heart’s too small

My eyes get wetter

This feeling in my chest

Will not rest

It’s made a nest

Tight between each lung

Love is too brutal for the young

In this group I’m among

I’m afraid I’ll never love someone as much as I did

Please God forbid

A fate so unfortunate

This cannot be permanent

Why can’t I shake this feeling inside my heart

The longer we’re apart

Drink after drink

And still you I think

Tears fall with each blink